The Girls

Friends! Who needs them right?


I do!


It's crazy how you grow with friends, grow apart from friends, and grow back together with those same friends.


So many people would rather be without "girlfriends", but I need my girls for many reason.


I need that positive circle of educated, beautiful , and driven women to motivate and inspire myself.


I need those women around me to keep me in check and be there no matter what man may come or go in my life.


I need those women who aren't afraid to tell me the truth because that's what I needed to hear.


We all want those friendships like Carrie, Miranda, Samantha, and Charlotte.
That bond so special that no one can break.

But like any relationship , a friendship takes hard work.
I'm wiling to put in the work, because guess what , I TRULY NEED MY FRIENDS!!!

Something's Missing

 As I see interaction between a Father and child , I can't help but question , "Why?"

I run my life over in my head questioning , but knowing I did everything right. 

The back and forth in and out of my life, the money offered but no time, the phone calls that never got returned, are just some of the stunts that you've pulled. 

As I grew I realized not  to hold grudges, to love him even through his wrongs, and that one day he'll realize that it was him and not me. 

That something missing affected me emotionally, and mentally. 

Causing tension in my relationships with other men. 

After uncovering those feelings and talking my problems through, I lifted that heavy burden and now I feel free. 

Free to talk about those feelings, free to love him and not feel guilty, free to know that one day we'll talk and work thing's out. 

Now that I've moved forward in life , I'm sure he'll one day feel what it's like to have that something missing from his life.

Random

Why ?

Why is that we never learn until it's too late?

Life's lessons can be learned at an earlier age , but we refuse to do what's right the first time.
If only I listened to mother dearest when she told me to not settle for anything in a man, watch certain friends, work hard in school, and so many other things, I would be in a totally different space in my life.

These setbacks that I've encountered are now my motivators to overcome.

Focused on me now, focused on family more, focused on making a great future for me and family!!!


signed,
a deep thinker